we belong to our creator.

i wish you could have stayed a little longer. hold on to whatever circumstances might happen.

as I promised that i'll always be by your side to support you, to get through the rough time.

but then you whispered something which make my heart fall-broken into pieces

"sorry, i couldn't cope anymore, i want to say goodbye but it's hard to'

then it was a fine morning. though it was, it doesn't make sense at all as it is the last morning that you'll spend with us.

you don't say anything at all because you were afraid that i couldn't accept it.

yes!, i understand, that was the time you must go, that you are going to left us forever.

so i said, "i'm okay".

as you bathed me when i was raised in this world, it's the time i bathed you for the last time.

as you taught me to perform prayer, i perform a last prayer for you.

"you're the most greatest thing ever presence in my life and i could have never accept anything that can replace u"

"i don't want to find someone else like you. you're irreplaceable"

p/s: Mawar Putih Untuk Mama-Sharifah Aini.

Cinta IPAD - Bantulah Hans Mendapatkan Cik Lisa

Cinta IPAD - Bantulah Hans Mendapatkan Cik Lisa

korang bacalah... sure korang suka. ala2 cerekarama y'ols!

Pasar Seni

Pasar Seni. Situated at Jalan Sultan Mohammed, KL, opposite LRT Station:Pasar Seni.

Panas lah. Kalau boleh nak naked je (kalau body cantik macam david beckham tak apa la kan!).

Ok, tak apa, let's continue. Eyh, what happens at the entrance? owh ada Pameran/Karnival Hari Unesco Malaysia 2011. Buat-buat macam amuse so dapat goodie bag which consists of Hari Unesco Malaysia 2011 button and pamphlets.

Selepas go through booth by booth, tak ada soalan and benda menarik to be explored so, masuk dalam. Haus, pergi beli ice-blended lime and lemon (masam nak mampus, tapi haus kot!). At the end of the building, there goes outside, shoplots of gallery of arts. so pergi setiap kedai and act as if knows what painting/arts are all about (eching2 je).

ok dah borak2 ngan akak2 and sorang abang yang lukis potret, rasa lapar menandakan 'i should be feed as tea time is approaching'!, baru jam 1517 kot. masuk semula dalam building pasar seni and, owh there it goes, secret recipe lah! orang pon tadak and 'durian-durian' looks deliciously-enticing'....

without further hesitation-'can i have a slice of durian-durian'-have it here?'-'haah kak, makan sini jah'-'eyh dik, akak ingat pelancong...pelancong from filipina'-'tak la kak (buat nada ala2 terkejut waktu tu!), orang malaysia la, saya dok hulu kelang jah'.-'owh, adik bole amik skali kopi atau tea,..'-'saya nak kopi la kak'-'ok adik dok dulu, nanti akak hantar'.

....errmmm aku pon confuse da ngan rupa aku lah. nak kata pan asian jauh sekali kot.

p/s: kat kl sentral beli buku clearance pasal masak2. best2!

19th Ramadhan: I Just Can't Believe It!

kan, betul tak, sekarang dah 19 hari berpuasa.

Syok tengok kawan-kawan sebok buat macam-macam especially 'biskut raya'. Dia orang memang awesome!!!

Btw, tinggal lagi seminggu jer ber 'attachment'. Lepas ni Raya, and masuk sem balik, which is 'errrmmmmmmmmm.......'

Puasa ni bukan bertambah kurus, bertambah gemuk lagi ada. Maka, terpaksa la berdiet masuk sem. (GITU!)

Di celah-celah makmum bersolat jumaat, aku sorang je yang pakai baju melayu soft pink dengan sampin warna ungu gelap, dengan bersongkok, yang aku rasa pakcik belakang aku cakap 'budak ni salah tengok kalendar ke??'

Tapi yang best, banyak pakcik-pakcik bersalaman dengan aku, tak seperti hari-hari jumaat sebelumnya sebab tgok attire aku hari ni. (Aku bajet aku paling bergaya la konon... 'koya' bak kata 'Oghe Kelate')

Ok la. Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa yang tinggal beberapa hari ni je lagi ni.

p/s: sedap la Sarang Semut yang Fatin Faseeha Azmi buat!!!

the 8th day Ramadhan : Monday Blues

today is the 8th day of ramadhan (August 8, 2011) as i am having monday blues.

it's been such quite some time i haven't posted any new post (asyik tulis ayat macam ni je!) but then i was called but, by no one! to update by posting this.

i don't know what to write but then i'm so thrill about the so-called 'attachment' that i've been through now and about to end soon.

i was accepted to have my practical-training as it is called 'Latihan Industri' in a, quite a well-established lawyer's firm in KL, in AU 3 to be precised. at first, i'll be held under 'Conveyancing', which is i am a bit reluctant to. but then it turned out, i was placed under 'Litigation' and being treated like lawyer wannabe, trained to be in a tough field by a tough-bossy boss and with the guidance from my awesome-ever patience-soft spoken-smart: supervisor!

at first, i was questioned about the ability to converse and to write in English. i say 'i don have problem with that', so the boss rolled her eyes, besides i mentioned that i haven't be taught about the procedures, as it will be in the 4th year, again she said 'okay!' and pass me a bundle of documents as i was asked to examine SPA and to study the whole file on breach of contract. at that point of time, i say 'hurrmmm... she don't believe me that i can do any office chores!'.

as time goes by..., i prove myself that Faculty of Law, UKM does not produce mediocre-legal verse-incompetent with low level of english fluency as she's quite impressed with any works assigned as with the continuous support, taught, and awesome guidance from my very learned supervisor. so, i get to extend the period from 6 weeks to almost 3 months (until raya) as i receive salary for each months and i have the opportunity to be exposed a lot about legal world and what it takes to open and to manage 'your own firm'.

i wish to thank my supervisor, this one person-chambie in the firm, and all the staff who had helped me a lot and my boss who give me the opportunity to have my internship in your firm (and off course the salary!). i do learn a lot and acquire great experience as i shall never had in any other place.

thank you!.

Happy Ramadhan People!

p/s: sory..kalau ada salah grammar n sentence structure..abaikan la.. quite weak when it comes to english...

they can't get enough of me..

salam..

nak mengadu, baru lepas penat berpantun. Alhamdulillah, dapat masuk semi ngan berpersalinan berbagai2. walaupun tk menang we are awarded 'Anugera Busana Terbaik'! and automatically we earn 4th place behind KAB, KAIZ n KPM.

tk habis dengan penat tu, terus bergegas (tk de la bergegas pon-etching jer!) ke latihan teater plak sigh.

lepas tu, asignment company and PIL( bertangguh) tak sudah2 lagi. Konon la bg tau Yaya : 'eyh aku kena balik, masa2 macam ni la aku kene siapkan asignment, malam tak sempat da..tade masa..'

tipu, padahal balik tido macam nk mampus!

ermm..tah ler...memang malas nak buat assignments. (padahal kene sudahkan 2 jer, dasar pemalas!)

sebenarnya, da nak abis 3rd year dah. pastu masuk fourth year! masa bukan untuk main2.

tp terdetik dalam hati :'apa aku bole ke lg nak terkinja2 jadi pelakon, penyanyi latar, pemantun, pengamal shopping berlebihan (shopaholic jer-mudahnya), etc....'

tah ler, apa-apa pon bak kata Puteri, 'Kita Enjoy!'

p/s: sedih bakal meninggalkan kawan2 nanti, apakan daya takdir penentu segala (cewah!)

apa maksud 'gedik' bagi korg??

apa maksud 'gedik' bagi korg??

Answer here

you wear them around like you're cooler than me...

Mike Posner-Cooler Than Me. (lagu)

kadang-kadang kita tak sedar kita da buat something yang luar sedar, i mean bnda2 yang mungkin menyakitkan hati orang lain, being selfish, tak ada rasa empathy dalam diri, and macam2 lagi.

sebab tu ada seorang kawan, merasakan dia perlu memuhasabah dirinya, dengan melakukan perkara-perkara yang boleh menyebabkan dia memuhasabahkan dirinya, contohnya, mengikuti program ke rumah anak-anak yatim, dengan harapan, dia akan merasa sesuatu dan keep her on the right track.

saya setuju! kadang2 kita tak sedar, so kene lah kembali ke perjalanan biasa hidup in.

btw, hari-hari dijalani dengan kesibukan berteater, berpantun dan bersocial. berteater sebab sibuk PTU n lepas PTU, ICAF. berpantun sebab masuk pertandingan pantun. bersosial sebab keluar sana, sini, tengok wayang, keluar berjimba, etc.

apa-apa pon, i should always stand and keep my feet on the ground. :))

p/s: you're not that good...deal with it!

p/s: gmba james dean, idola style!

Pemulangan: Refund!

saya dulu tidak suka akan banyak perkara.

1-tempe

2-quaker oat

3-berkasut

4-memakai baju berwarna terang2

maka, saya suka ceritakan pada orang ramai, 'saya tak suka item 1-4 seperti di atas'

tetapi as time goes by... saya mula makan+pakai item2 tersebut. mula-mula ambil suka2, lama-lama dijadikan kebiasaan dan akhirnya memang jadi favourite.

maka, statement perakuan yang sering saya lontarkan kepada kawan2 saya dulu seakan mula merubah dan 'sanctity of the statement is collapse'. sebab kawan2 mula bertanya 'dlu bukan kau tak suka n benci habis ngan tempe??' 'ko bukan tak suka ke oat??' 'eyh since when ko mula suka berkasut gi mana-mana??' n 'striking giler baju ko..mana pergi baju ko yg gelap dlu2 tu'

HIPOTESIS: 'never say never'... kalau da sekali ckap bila da terbuat seolah2 'ko makan balik apa yang kau cakap'

tapi bukan perkara ni yang saya nak perkatakan

just nak share, sometimes matters concerning sensitivity towards certain matter shouldn't be raised up and taken back.

alah, cara mudahnya, bila kau dah cakap and tuduh yang bukan-bukan kepada orang tanpa sebarang autoriti, bukti atau just ko dengar hear-say, statement yg dah dibuat to that group will still remain and tk payah la ko nak berdalih kata 'that statement is actually refered tu someone else'...padahal, terang terangan refer kepada that affected group.

lepas tu mula la gelabah, cakap macam kenapa la that matter jadi big issue. memang la, da kau terang-terangan tuduh yang bukan2 smpai nak sentuh sensitiviti the people at large.

and then, tk boleh la ko nak act as if 'that is not u, i'm referring to someone else..'. terlajak perahu boleh diundur...terlajak kata...??

so, when decision is made, REFUND, kenapa tak nak terima, terima aje la... saya rasa PEMULANGAN itu is the right decision. maybe merasakan kalau menerima wang itu, seolah2 satu penghinaan with regards to the issue.

btw, saya rasa tak pun. better amik, kalau tak mahu juga, beri atau sedekah pada orang lain. :))

so, relate back to the first instance dengan the issue: 'jangan suka cakap benda2 yang konon kita tak suka atau kita cakap kita tak suka pada orang, bila kita buat benda tu atau kita sendiri dipanggil untuk membuat pengakuan kita mengelak seolah2 kita takut atau takut dimalukan'

saya memang mula2 malu untuk mengaku suka makan tempe, oat, berkasut dan pakai baju kaler striking(sebabnya dlu rase gemuk n org gemuk hanya sesuai pakai kaler gelap!). lama-lama, sedar yang saya sendiri yang buat statement tu dulu..so it's the price i have to pay la..hahah!'

p/s: Nak Mintak Maaf Sebab Selalu Jugak Kutuk Orang. (Tapi Saya da Biasa....Macam Mana...??)

keberengsetan!

hahaha... antara perkara2 yg berlaku yang cukup signifikan selama 2 minggu sebelum 1/1/11!

1. tinggal di tempat baru di mana semua org semacam sudah bertahun-tahun kenal aku tinggal situ

p/s: eyh..ko bukan budak Za'ba ke??...aku jawab aku dah lari!

2. Sekreteriat Pemasaran ditempatkan untuk PBL Land-Malay Reserve Land. kali ni ala-ala fieldwork jangan ingat budak2 fst jer ada fieldwork.

p/s: Langkawi, here we come!

3. 'Innercircle'... menular lah!

p/s: janji korg bahagia...

4. Spanjang sesi 2010/2011... pertama kali pergi tgok wayang!

p/s: Filem: Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah
Genre: Komedi-Seram
Kaki Wayang yg Dimaksudkan: 3F, Faiz, Fatin, Faizelina a.k.a Ina

5. Tipah tertipu: JPA tak masuk mengikut waktu yang ditetapkan. Ikat perut dan berputih mata jer lah.

p/s: maklumat yg baru diterima: JPA sudah lama masukkan duit tpi duit diapungkan untuk dividen tahun depan. as ordinary reasonable man, dah tau student masuk setahun 2 kali, alasan menuggu bajet 2011 tak berpatutan. Sahih atau tidak, sama2 kita tunggu n siasat.

6. masih ada yang sayang padamu. merujuk no.5, ada beberapa org yang dengan suci hatinya telah PM inbox FB aku dengan menawarkan pertolongan dari segi financial. tapi tkpa la, tanak menyusahkan org lain..

p/s: TERHARU SANGAT! terima kasih kepada orang2 ini. hanya Allah sahaja yang akan membalas budi baik anda.

7. 'Syafiq...Fahmi...Faizah...Zahadi...Faiz Gaia'

p/s: entahla...memang nama aku nama 'Hybrid'...boleh jadi macam2, ala2 'transformer'

8. toilet rosak...turun satu floor untuk 'membuang!'

p/s: nasib baik ada air...tk macam kolej2 lain. Alhamdulillah

9. 'people easily forget the past and others'

p/s:................

10. :)

p/s: susah senang pon, still smiling!

p/s: tajuk 'keberengsetan' memang tak sesuai dengan entry ni..tapi tah-suka dengan perkataan tu!

happy new year!

happy new year!

Answer here

there she goes..

she is not tutoring us anymore...

p/s: No Cheers!

p/s: entry paling pendek pernah aku buat buat.. Cheers!

attachment!

attachment adalah merujuk kepada latihan sangkutan, satu kursus yang merupakan requirement oleh FUU dan UKM kepada pelajar Semester 2 tahun 3.

i've called several firms, every firms that i'd called reply my questions with kind and modest manner saying that they accept students doing attachment, and also chambering. when asked what is your firm usually handled?? they said, most of them do conveyancing, litigation, bankruptcy and insolvency, family matters either syariah or civil, banking, documentation and so little on criminal..if there was, it was not-so-heavy as they said like theft and no 'drugs'.

since many firms had confirmed taking students for attachment and eager on accepting me, i am in a crossroads of having to choose which will it be.

since i did'nt 'walk in', just interviewed(is not so that interview la, they just asked me for how long, where are u from..etc), i am very unsure of which one.

since most of the firms are near to my place and made me believe why they are so much into conveyancing, etc, as the area is filled with housing development, not-so-big projects, shophouses, in short, the area is mushrooming to be a town by having it like 7-e...a town which has everything, from houses-bungalows-schools-shopping complex and so forth.

back to the issue of choosing the firms.

i don't go for which firm is big, a lot of contacts and clients coming in, prominently owned by prominent lawyers, what the firm is going to offer and benefits that a student would gain having attached there. i go for who is eager to accept me as attachee in his firm besides the answers received saying that 'we do accept students doing attachment here, just send me your official letter' like and go with by reconfirming with the firm as i'd called the firm, the lawyer in charge said with his humble voice.. 'this is the first time we receive this kind of call asking for doing an attachment as we had yet to receive any such student, however we do accept chambering but it is also rare for those intended to the chambering approach us...i'm gonna consider you and confirm with me tomorrow...'

asked about payment, i replied by saying 'well some firms do give allowance but that is not my major concern... my purpose is not for allowance, but the learning experince that i would garner as much as i can that the firm will offer, it's okay as i'm not doing it for being paid...'

with his humble voice in a aplomb manner, 'okay, i'm considering you and i'm gonna confirm with you tomorrow, however if i do not call u late in the afternoon, do give me a call'

worthiness to call him back as the answer is yes and he actually forgets to return my call to confirm.

i don't care about maybe another firm that had confirmed with me are better off as compared to this firm with regards to practices of law, i accept this firm as the lawyer in charge who answered over the firm enough to indicate what sort of person he is when it comes to being 'a people's lawyer' like what i'm ambitioned to be.

i'm so nervous for the attachment as i'm afraid that i'm gonna be put to 'test' in which the firm left you with lots of works or testing your knowledge. but then, if i don't take it as a challenge, how would i go about to be someone successful someday!

p/s: ngantuk lah!...btw still menuggu 'H' untuk pergi shopping bersama...!

manis bak bunga...

saya terpanggil untuk menulis pasal gula-gula. Sebab, waktu saya kecil, saya memang gemarkan sudirman dan gula-gula..erk..apakah kena mengena sudirman dengan gula-gula??



well, when i was a kid, i'am exposed to entertainment and sudirman was a figure who was very much associated with it. Way back in the 80's and early 90's, Sudirman was a music icon and the nation were fondly-influenced by him through his so true voice through his songs and he himself had became apart of our lives regardless of who u are, where are u from. An eccentric performer with distinguish styles that many artistes wouldn't enough good to over take him, even until today, his legacy still remains through his songs recorded and played, or sang by us.



the relation of 'gula-gula' and Sudirman is, i can still recall i was so into a song of entitled 'Pesan Abang'.



liriknya sangat signifikan untuk tujuan 'entry' ini:

Adikku muda remaja,

Awasi bila melangkah,

Wajahmu manis bak bunga,

Pasti ramai yang tergoda,

Tidak dilarang kau bersuka,

Asal tahu kan batasnya,

Jangan sampai adik terlupa,

Harapan dan cita-cita.

from the song, it clearly states about 'wajahmu manis bak bunga'.

apa yang saya rasa di sini, manis bak bunga memiliki beberapa maksud yang menjadikan saya betul menyukai lagu ni, selain bait2 lirik yang lain dalam lagu tu 'is straight forward meaning'

manis, macam gula-gula walaupun tertulis 'bak bunga'.

saya merasakan hidup adalah manis macam makan gula-gula. manis sebab kita akan melalui hidup dengan penuh suka duka. Kadang-kadang sesuatu yang menyeronokkan, kadang-kadang pahit atau perit atau sedih, kecewa and etc. Namun masih dianggap manis akhirnya sebab kita dah berjaya melaui semua itu, macam makan gula-gula, gula-gula perisa strawberry memang manis, tapi ada juga gula-gula macam hacks yang kadang-kadang pahit atau pedas tapi still kita telan dan rasa manis jugak akhirnya.

'manis bak bunga' melambangkan semasa kita muda, kita boleh melakukan apa sahaja. ketika muda kudrat kita masih elok untuk buat atau capai apa sahaja sehingga merasai kemanisan selepas melakukannya. sebabnya, bila kita semakin tua, macam kita makan gula-gula-semakin dihisap, semakin mengecut, hilang manisnya dan akhirnya dikunyah, mengecil dan terus ditelan. begitulah akhirnya, contoh macam Mak saya sendiri, masa muda memang cantik-'manis'. semakin tahun ke tahun, saya rasa amat berbeza rupanya jika dibandingkan dengan foto semasa dia 'merende' bersama-sama teman-temannya..hahahh.., lebih-lebih lagi melihat keadaannya yang tidak boleh banyak bergerak, bergantung hidup pada mesin 'dialysis' and hanya terlantar di atas katil, memakai pampers dan duduk sahaja di atas kerusi roda.

So, youthful won't last forever, as it will fade through times. Enjoy it while it last and do not waste it for the next chapter of life as whatever that you do today will impose 'persistent threat' to your next life.

p/s:....is listening to the songs over and over again!

apa??? kau ingat aku ni sengkek sangat la???

walaupun aku tidak seharusnya menulis benda yang bukan-bukan memandangkan peperiksaan Undang-Undang Tanah esok, ada satu perkara yang mengecewakan berlaku semasa pagi-pagi ini dengan bersemangat waja untuk mengulangkaji pelajaran bagi peperiksaan esok.

aku masih tak faham, kenapa ada orang cakap aku yang bukan-bukan/tuduh/ atau lebih mudah untuk pembaca-pembaca di luar sana 'fitnah' dilemparkan ke atas aku, tetapi secara terang-terangan/jelas/tanpa berselindung, perkara tersebut tidak masuk akal langsung???

memanglah aku mohon banyak kertas, ink peralatan dan sebagainya, tapi bukan untuk aku ok! untuk jaksa-jaksa (jaksa sesi aku!) aku guna dan kegunaan jaksa sendiri. Aku faham mungkin salah aku sendiri yang tidak mengehadkan penggunaan benda-benda ini sampai setiap bulan berkotak-kotak kertas dan ink habis dan terpaksa dibeli oleh kolej dan untuk kegunaan, kalau tidak ada korang akan buat macam aku buat? mohon benda-benda tu?? ye la korang guna duit program sendiri, tapi korang guna jugak apa yang aku mintak itu. bukan nak mengungkit, sampaikan korang pun letak dalam laporan kewangan 'claim' kertas dan ink. so pihak yang konon mendapat anugerah kualiti perdana menteri tah tahun bila kata. 'apa pasal program pun guna??? bukan untuk jaksa je ke??? program kan ada sebab program pun claim mende yang sama???...aku bukan nak mengungkit, aku tetap backup jaksa aku, 'dia orang terguna, nak buat program mana cukup', ok perkara ini seolah-olah settle!

walaubagaimanapun, pihak tersebut sekali lagi mengungkit. kali ini menuntut pembayaran ke atas pembelian benda-benda itu. siap suruh setiap program tu bayar. tetapi aku tak pernah pun mintak setiap program bayar. aku biarkan jer. untuk JAKSA jugak kan!

tetapi ada la mulut-mulut menuduh aku bukan-bukan kononnya tujuan aku memohon dan pembelian benda-benda itu untuk tujuan peribadi: aku dikata,'siap caj student untuk print and pakai kertas kat jaksa, sebab itu la selalu sangat mintak benda-benda itu'!!!!

wahh, kau ingat aku ni sengkek sangat ke, sampai nak cari duit dengan buat benda tu, weyh bukan aku sorang guna, aku mohon untuk orang lain guna jugak...benda ini pun nak jadi kecoh ke??? seolah-olah aku ni sengkek betul..sedih seyh

aku tak pernah langsung caj orang, orang datang guna and print sesuka hati adalah....

btw, pihak pemenang anugerah kualiti perdana menteri tu siap datang pejabat kolej depan staff office sebut nama aku lagi, wah, ko duduk sana kat pejabat tu, tau ke apa yang aku buat kat kolej tu...'jangan tuduh yang bukan-bukan ea...!!!!'

lagi satu, pn.mailto:pn.#$%@@@*.. nak kerek sangat la, buat aku ni macam budak-budak hingusan tak tahu apa-apa, suka nak dengar daripada mulut orang lain cakap aku buat benda-benda tu, mulut yang cakap ngan pn tu pun bukannya tau apa2...'eching-eching ambil tau padahal tak tau and tuduh aku pada ko cam tu sekali!'

memang bengang, orang lain sepatutnya harus juga dipersalahkan tetapi aku sebab permohonan tu atas nama aku, tapi untuk kegunaan dia orang.

saja jer tulis dalam bahasa melayu yang agak baku (agak je la!), sebabnya there's no point of cursing people around'....

walaupun pengurus baru cakap perkara ini kecik, memang la 'it's not a big deal' tetapi perkara ini merosakkan reputasi aku...ada ke aku buat benda2 tu...sekali lagi..aku ni sengkek sangat ke???'...under defamation act, aku boleh saman ko dengan seluruh pejabat ko!

sekian, aku memang tidak rasa happy dengan perkara ini!

p/s: thank you to en pengurus baru who are going to clarify this matter, a public apology who are related to this and thank you also to JAKSA who'd backed me up!

living in the teenage dream world!

it is all about 'social acceptance'.

when you're pretty/fashionable/gorgeous, you're popular and everybady will try to fit in as everything that you do will not ever be disputable as people like you are considered 'always do the right thing!'...

you're bookworm, you're nerdy thing although you are being normal as a student to pass everything with flying colours and make something good out of it after you graduate...

you're follower, whatever the other people do or think you'll do the same as you think they are 'cool' and you should be in that way... 'punk', 'indie'..bla...bla..

you're different-lets don't get near you...

you're just being you-Hypocrite-they'll say

do-gooder!-sincerely for others or for the purpose of pursuing what you aimed for...

self centered-owh please: there's no room for people like you in this world!

noisy: you always whining though you didn't make something out of it

thus, these where you're belong, you've been accepted as you shared the same as other have. Not accepted? create new and start recruiting; maybe shall start with, 'people who do not posess either of these abovementioned'....

XOXO: living in the teenage world is temporary but, the life you've made out of it will last forever!

p/s: tah apa2...

besok nak exam..so terasa nak menulis sesuatu out of focus untuk exam tersebut.

1. Selamat Menduduki Peperiksaan for all UKM students...because of very fond towards the university...this is sincerely-straight from my heart and not for other students from other universities...sorry!

2. Laziness and exam blues!

PEMALAS!, please read all of the notes, articles, cases and so forth. Failure to have this done will ensure that you will regret as if this world is gonna end for you...hehehhh..

3. Things which are left to be unfolded,

okeyhhh...it's towards the end of the sem, but then i finally figure out that there is a lot thing happened i failed to notice and know about it....'juicy gossips', 'the inner circle', 'scandals', 'fundamental change of circumstances', 'illogical reasoning' and so forth...i'm not going to deal with each headings but enough saying...these are things i couldn't keep up with, ..if i could, it is already too late...as i'll be the last to know...and surprise..and confuse..and relief..and regret...and bla..bla..bla..bla...

that's all...thank you...

p/s: XOXO... ala-ala...'Gossip Girl'

you go your way and i go mine...

i was reluctant to face the truth.

i'm saying this because of declining to accept the truth,

but, i hate to face the truth,

and the truth is about you...

thank you for showing your true colours,

i may have gone blind, or i may have turned into blind eye,

but, after the things ever happened in front of me,

whatever things that you've done in front of me,

enough to indicate that sincerity' is nowhere to be found in you towards me...

you will have me when you are miserable,

but rather loose me when you think you wanna disregards me,

again,

i must admit that,

it is not worth to have you in my life,

you are not essential thus impose huge impacts in my life,

it is better to have no friends than loosing you...

again,

you can go your way and i go mine...

p/s:.........................................i'm afraid of loosing people around me, but for you i'm not afraid of loosing you....

comel la???

boleh lak Ira kata: 'Comel kan pak cik tuh'

dusshhh!: terus aku toleh, tak sampai dalam beberapa minit dari tempat aku duduk kelihatan seorang abang library yang nak masuk office dia kat tingkat 2.

lepas tu leh lak, Ira ketawa-ketawa...'kalau dah comel tu, comel la, takyah la ketawa2'-terdetik dalam hati.

bila abang tu lalu tepi kita orang, boleh plak Ira tuh ketawa-ketawa lagi, lantas bila dia dah jauh aku terus cakap-'weyh lain kali kalau comel jangan terus cakap-tengok aku da terus toleh, apa agaknya perasaan abang tu kita tengok dia, mesti dia segan...'

padahal, abang tu mesti cakap dalam hati: 'mentang2 aku comel, korang suka2 gelak2 and pandang2 aku kan..ingat aku tak tau la...'...huaaaa!!!!!!

p/s: saja nak menulis pagi2 ni... bosan sambil menyiapkan assignment!

confession no 1

salam...

ini bukan pasal album penyanyi Indon Afghan, yang bertajuk 'Confession No 1' tuh.

nak buat pengakuan:

1.aku memang malas.

2.memandangkan aku ni malas, assignment aku suka biarkan tertunggak and lambat untuk disiapkan.

3.suka tengok tv bila dok umah so assignment itu adalah satu 'harapan yang tinggal harapan' sajer

4.time2 cuti especially aku akan melaram (apa lagi yang sesuai...melawa, bergaya sakan, jadi jangok...dll) untuk menunggu orang datang dan pergi beraya rumah orang

5. amat risau dengan segala penyiapan assignment yang sudah hampir dengan due date serta pembentangan yang tidak capai kata putus bagaimana akan dilakukan!

sekian. Confession No 1.

p/s: kejap lagi nak pergi berjimba sambil beraya lagi..tak berkesudahan assignment ak!

p/s: gamba di atas melambangkan aku dan kawan2 yang merasai apa aku dan kawan2 aku rasa akan keriangan hari raya dan bercuti di rumah ngan keluarga tercinta... sampai melompat2...

p/s:gamba sekadar hiasan...no infrigement of copyright..heheh!