we belong to our creator.

i wish you could have stayed a little longer. hold on to whatever circumstances might happen.

as I promised that i'll always be by your side to support you, to get through the rough time.

but then you whispered something which make my heart fall-broken into pieces

"sorry, i couldn't cope anymore, i want to say goodbye but it's hard to'

then it was a fine morning. though it was, it doesn't make sense at all as it is the last morning that you'll spend with us.

you don't say anything at all because you were afraid that i couldn't accept it.

yes!, i understand, that was the time you must go, that you are going to left us forever.

so i said, "i'm okay".

as you bathed me when i was raised in this world, it's the time i bathed you for the last time.

as you taught me to perform prayer, i perform a last prayer for you.

"you're the most greatest thing ever presence in my life and i could have never accept anything that can replace u"

"i don't want to find someone else like you. you're irreplaceable"

p/s: Mawar Putih Untuk Mama-Sharifah Aini.

Cinta IPAD - Bantulah Hans Mendapatkan Cik Lisa

Cinta IPAD - Bantulah Hans Mendapatkan Cik Lisa

korang bacalah... sure korang suka. ala2 cerekarama y'ols!

Pasar Seni

Pasar Seni. Situated at Jalan Sultan Mohammed, KL, opposite LRT Station:Pasar Seni.

Panas lah. Kalau boleh nak naked je (kalau body cantik macam david beckham tak apa la kan!).

Ok, tak apa, let's continue. Eyh, what happens at the entrance? owh ada Pameran/Karnival Hari Unesco Malaysia 2011. Buat-buat macam amuse so dapat goodie bag which consists of Hari Unesco Malaysia 2011 button and pamphlets.

Selepas go through booth by booth, tak ada soalan and benda menarik to be explored so, masuk dalam. Haus, pergi beli ice-blended lime and lemon (masam nak mampus, tapi haus kot!). At the end of the building, there goes outside, shoplots of gallery of arts. so pergi setiap kedai and act as if knows what painting/arts are all about (eching2 je).

ok dah borak2 ngan akak2 and sorang abang yang lukis potret, rasa lapar menandakan 'i should be feed as tea time is approaching'!, baru jam 1517 kot. masuk semula dalam building pasar seni and, owh there it goes, secret recipe lah! orang pon tadak and 'durian-durian' looks deliciously-enticing'....

without further hesitation-'can i have a slice of durian-durian'-have it here?'-'haah kak, makan sini jah'-'eyh dik, akak ingat pelancong...pelancong from filipina'-'tak la kak (buat nada ala2 terkejut waktu tu!), orang malaysia la, saya dok hulu kelang jah'.-'owh, adik bole amik skali kopi atau tea,..'-'saya nak kopi la kak'-'ok adik dok dulu, nanti akak hantar'.

....errmmm aku pon confuse da ngan rupa aku lah. nak kata pan asian jauh sekali kot.

p/s: kat kl sentral beli buku clearance pasal masak2. best2!

19th Ramadhan: I Just Can't Believe It!

kan, betul tak, sekarang dah 19 hari berpuasa.

Syok tengok kawan-kawan sebok buat macam-macam especially 'biskut raya'. Dia orang memang awesome!!!

Btw, tinggal lagi seminggu jer ber 'attachment'. Lepas ni Raya, and masuk sem balik, which is 'errrmmmmmmmmm.......'

Puasa ni bukan bertambah kurus, bertambah gemuk lagi ada. Maka, terpaksa la berdiet masuk sem. (GITU!)

Di celah-celah makmum bersolat jumaat, aku sorang je yang pakai baju melayu soft pink dengan sampin warna ungu gelap, dengan bersongkok, yang aku rasa pakcik belakang aku cakap 'budak ni salah tengok kalendar ke??'

Tapi yang best, banyak pakcik-pakcik bersalaman dengan aku, tak seperti hari-hari jumaat sebelumnya sebab tgok attire aku hari ni. (Aku bajet aku paling bergaya la konon... 'koya' bak kata 'Oghe Kelate')

Ok la. Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa yang tinggal beberapa hari ni je lagi ni.

p/s: sedap la Sarang Semut yang Fatin Faseeha Azmi buat!!!

the 8th day Ramadhan : Monday Blues

today is the 8th day of ramadhan (August 8, 2011) as i am having monday blues.

it's been such quite some time i haven't posted any new post (asyik tulis ayat macam ni je!) but then i was called but, by no one! to update by posting this.

i don't know what to write but then i'm so thrill about the so-called 'attachment' that i've been through now and about to end soon.

i was accepted to have my practical-training as it is called 'Latihan Industri' in a, quite a well-established lawyer's firm in KL, in AU 3 to be precised. at first, i'll be held under 'Conveyancing', which is i am a bit reluctant to. but then it turned out, i was placed under 'Litigation' and being treated like lawyer wannabe, trained to be in a tough field by a tough-bossy boss and with the guidance from my awesome-ever patience-soft spoken-smart: supervisor!

at first, i was questioned about the ability to converse and to write in English. i say 'i don have problem with that', so the boss rolled her eyes, besides i mentioned that i haven't be taught about the procedures, as it will be in the 4th year, again she said 'okay!' and pass me a bundle of documents as i was asked to examine SPA and to study the whole file on breach of contract. at that point of time, i say 'hurrmmm... she don't believe me that i can do any office chores!'.

as time goes by..., i prove myself that Faculty of Law, UKM does not produce mediocre-legal verse-incompetent with low level of english fluency as she's quite impressed with any works assigned as with the continuous support, taught, and awesome guidance from my very learned supervisor. so, i get to extend the period from 6 weeks to almost 3 months (until raya) as i receive salary for each months and i have the opportunity to be exposed a lot about legal world and what it takes to open and to manage 'your own firm'.

i wish to thank my supervisor, this one person-chambie in the firm, and all the staff who had helped me a lot and my boss who give me the opportunity to have my internship in your firm (and off course the salary!). i do learn a lot and acquire great experience as i shall never had in any other place.

thank you!.

Happy Ramadhan People!

p/s: sory..kalau ada salah grammar n sentence structure..abaikan la.. quite weak when it comes to english...

they can't get enough of me..

salam..

nak mengadu, baru lepas penat berpantun. Alhamdulillah, dapat masuk semi ngan berpersalinan berbagai2. walaupun tk menang we are awarded 'Anugera Busana Terbaik'! and automatically we earn 4th place behind KAB, KAIZ n KPM.

tk habis dengan penat tu, terus bergegas (tk de la bergegas pon-etching jer!) ke latihan teater plak sigh.

lepas tu, asignment company and PIL( bertangguh) tak sudah2 lagi. Konon la bg tau Yaya : 'eyh aku kena balik, masa2 macam ni la aku kene siapkan asignment, malam tak sempat da..tade masa..'

tipu, padahal balik tido macam nk mampus!

ermm..tah ler...memang malas nak buat assignments. (padahal kene sudahkan 2 jer, dasar pemalas!)

sebenarnya, da nak abis 3rd year dah. pastu masuk fourth year! masa bukan untuk main2.

tp terdetik dalam hati :'apa aku bole ke lg nak terkinja2 jadi pelakon, penyanyi latar, pemantun, pengamal shopping berlebihan (shopaholic jer-mudahnya), etc....'

tah ler, apa-apa pon bak kata Puteri, 'Kita Enjoy!'

p/s: sedih bakal meninggalkan kawan2 nanti, apakan daya takdir penentu segala (cewah!)

apa maksud 'gedik' bagi korg??

apa maksud 'gedik' bagi korg??

Answer here

you wear them around like you're cooler than me...

Mike Posner-Cooler Than Me. (lagu)

kadang-kadang kita tak sedar kita da buat something yang luar sedar, i mean bnda2 yang mungkin menyakitkan hati orang lain, being selfish, tak ada rasa empathy dalam diri, and macam2 lagi.

sebab tu ada seorang kawan, merasakan dia perlu memuhasabah dirinya, dengan melakukan perkara-perkara yang boleh menyebabkan dia memuhasabahkan dirinya, contohnya, mengikuti program ke rumah anak-anak yatim, dengan harapan, dia akan merasa sesuatu dan keep her on the right track.

saya setuju! kadang2 kita tak sedar, so kene lah kembali ke perjalanan biasa hidup in.

btw, hari-hari dijalani dengan kesibukan berteater, berpantun dan bersocial. berteater sebab sibuk PTU n lepas PTU, ICAF. berpantun sebab masuk pertandingan pantun. bersosial sebab keluar sana, sini, tengok wayang, keluar berjimba, etc.

apa-apa pon, i should always stand and keep my feet on the ground. :))

p/s: you're not that good...deal with it!

p/s: gmba james dean, idola style!

Pemulangan: Refund!

saya dulu tidak suka akan banyak perkara.

1-tempe

2-quaker oat

3-berkasut

4-memakai baju berwarna terang2

maka, saya suka ceritakan pada orang ramai, 'saya tak suka item 1-4 seperti di atas'

tetapi as time goes by... saya mula makan+pakai item2 tersebut. mula-mula ambil suka2, lama-lama dijadikan kebiasaan dan akhirnya memang jadi favourite.

maka, statement perakuan yang sering saya lontarkan kepada kawan2 saya dulu seakan mula merubah dan 'sanctity of the statement is collapse'. sebab kawan2 mula bertanya 'dlu bukan kau tak suka n benci habis ngan tempe??' 'ko bukan tak suka ke oat??' 'eyh since when ko mula suka berkasut gi mana-mana??' n 'striking giler baju ko..mana pergi baju ko yg gelap dlu2 tu'

HIPOTESIS: 'never say never'... kalau da sekali ckap bila da terbuat seolah2 'ko makan balik apa yang kau cakap'

tapi bukan perkara ni yang saya nak perkatakan

just nak share, sometimes matters concerning sensitivity towards certain matter shouldn't be raised up and taken back.

alah, cara mudahnya, bila kau dah cakap and tuduh yang bukan-bukan kepada orang tanpa sebarang autoriti, bukti atau just ko dengar hear-say, statement yg dah dibuat to that group will still remain and tk payah la ko nak berdalih kata 'that statement is actually refered tu someone else'...padahal, terang terangan refer kepada that affected group.

lepas tu mula la gelabah, cakap macam kenapa la that matter jadi big issue. memang la, da kau terang-terangan tuduh yang bukan2 smpai nak sentuh sensitiviti the people at large.

and then, tk boleh la ko nak act as if 'that is not u, i'm referring to someone else..'. terlajak perahu boleh diundur...terlajak kata...??

so, when decision is made, REFUND, kenapa tak nak terima, terima aje la... saya rasa PEMULANGAN itu is the right decision. maybe merasakan kalau menerima wang itu, seolah2 satu penghinaan with regards to the issue.

btw, saya rasa tak pun. better amik, kalau tak mahu juga, beri atau sedekah pada orang lain. :))

so, relate back to the first instance dengan the issue: 'jangan suka cakap benda2 yang konon kita tak suka atau kita cakap kita tak suka pada orang, bila kita buat benda tu atau kita sendiri dipanggil untuk membuat pengakuan kita mengelak seolah2 kita takut atau takut dimalukan'

saya memang mula2 malu untuk mengaku suka makan tempe, oat, berkasut dan pakai baju kaler striking(sebabnya dlu rase gemuk n org gemuk hanya sesuai pakai kaler gelap!). lama-lama, sedar yang saya sendiri yang buat statement tu dulu..so it's the price i have to pay la..hahah!'

p/s: Nak Mintak Maaf Sebab Selalu Jugak Kutuk Orang. (Tapi Saya da Biasa....Macam Mana...??)