Monday, December 28, 2009

i'm not gonna give it up!

eh...dah 7:37 pagi.

DOWN!-subuh terlepas.

Terus pergi mandi sebab nak pergi kelas U3 yang selama ini dinantikan.

Tetapi rekod pagi ini tercipta: Masa bersiap paling cepat, sebab naik bas pukul 8:00 pagi tadi. Selalu ambil masa satu jam yea untuk ke mana-mana, termasuk ke kelas. Tersenyum di atas bas keseorangan sambil tak sabar nak masuk kelas tuh.

Sampai di FSSK, tercangak-cangak cari mana dia '3A 502'/dewan kuliah.

'Owh...kat atas'.

Memandangkan masa dah lambat sebab kelas bermula pukul 8:00, bergegas la budak comot naik tangga.

Bila buka je pintu bilik yang berjaya dijumpai, kelihatan seorang pensyarah wanita sedang duduk dan di hadapannya seorang pelajar wanita(FST-sebab tengok nama dia ditulis di namelist, tahun 3).

Sambil buka pintu, budak comot bertanya: "is this the ******* ******'s class'

Pensyarah wanita itu menjawab-"yes, masuk2!'. Terus ambil tempat.

'kita tunggu sampai lapan setengah, kalau yang lain tak datang i tell you what to do to fulfill your 3 kredit hours'

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jam menunujukkan '8:30' pagi!

"ok memandangkan yang 4 lagi tak datang (fyi- hanya 6 org sahaja yg mendaftar kursus ini!) maybe kursus ini akan digugurkan, sebab polisi bahagian akademik sendiri yang menetapkan kalau kurang daripada 10 orang yang mendaftar, kursus itu akan dibatalkan.'

-terus DOWN! dengan kehadiran kelas, sebab kita orang 2 je yang datang. At least kalau semua orang datang, kita bole 'sort this out'.

"kalau you nak kelas ngan i lagi, you drop this course and take '******** **** *******', kelas tu 2-5 hari ******, tapi kalau kelas tuh clash ngan mana2 you pnya subjek, you boleh amik masa nih, so i akan datang ajar you"

-Sangat mulia pensyarah ni, sampai sanggup mencadangkan cadangan sebegitu rupa, tapi aku still nak amik course ni jugak!

"so, i terpaksa suruh you gugur kursus ini soon,ambil kursus lain, but depend dengan the rest yang tak datang ni"

-Macam dah tak ada harapan-kursus apa yang aku nak amik kalau kursus ni tak ada. Yang lain tu macam 'biasa-biasa jer'(berlagaknya aku!).

"so apa-apa hal i akan contact you, so kelas boleh bersurai"

tiba-tiba...macam ada sinar baru muncul...sinar2 yang akan membuat aku ngan sorang lagi tu akan ambil kos ni! sorang lagi tuh terus menuju ke arahnya.

'puan, sebenarnya saya daftar kursus ni dulu waktu shortsem, tapi memandangkan ada kekangan, saya drop. tapi sampai kat bahagian akademik, kursus tu tak drop pon, so saya sekarang ni repeat paper ni'

'owh macam itu ke'

aku apa lagi-terus membatu api kat situ:

'puan...would it be possible kita teruskan jer kursus ni because since yang kita orang je yang datang and dia pun terpaksa repeat...kelas kita buat kat bilik puan je, tak perlu datang sini....i memang tak ada apa2 masalah...puan ajar je kita org 2'

aku pun bercakap ngan penuh semangat!

terpancar pulak riak kegembiraan di muka pensyarah itu.

'ok...kalau macam tu, i akan konfemkan dengan bahagian akademik...in the meantime...y'all 2 buat surat kepada i, kenapa-kenapa-kenapa, kursus ini harus dikekalkan, i rasa dengan cara itu, kita boleh adakan kursus ini'

dalam hati berdetak-YES!

kami berdua keluar dengan menggenggam satu harapan-dengan cara itu boleh kita amik kursus itu.

p/s:tak perlu ramai-ramai...kalau setakat daftar tapi tak datang, baik korang dok umah goyang kaki, tak payah jadi pelajar ukm.




Saturday, December 26, 2009

this year-fashion forward-backward-upward-downward!


dear readers,



the moment i write this, i am thinking of what will be my 4th semester in FUU is going to be like.

then mind started to think about-'Fashion'-then i tend to write something about fashion and style for this year.



the post's title itself oulining the thought, inspiration, and aspiration for this year style.

first-Fashion forward

fashion is something that moved forward and developed and it doesn't remain static. it expresses people's self in a sensible way. so for this year, mine would be more stylish than before. not going to be 'overexaggerating', this year will be witnessing outfit that 'sharp' and 'unexpectable'.

axcessories should be 'in' with the style. handbags still complement the look.



second-Fashion backward

it might sound a bit odd. but i'm suggesting that though 'fashion forward', but still it should be 'reviewed'. looking the old style, which is not suits you. then a call for a change must be made as being fashionable is fashion which hide your imperfection. if there is skirt, shirt, pant that does not suit you, do something about it or don't wear it. as for me, shirts are to 'small' or to 'large' are always a problem to my appearance-the size should be just nice. un-ironed shirts is a mess!.



third-Fashion upward

always think of something that beyond the others might think when it comes to be in style. that is, wearing something that others don't dare to wear or create a distinctive look. be confident in what you wear and doesn't afraid of being criticise. Maybe a change for the style- a new haircut, new excessories, and the most important is what do you think or inspire from your sorroundings that transpire you in your style.



last-Fashion downward

fashion might cost you a fortune!. the price worth paying, you can get another that can be paid less. i'm not suggesting that you should by the 'paste'-'fake'-'pirate'-'unoriginal'-'copycat', of Prada, Gucci, Armani, Versace, D&G, usually bags that you bought in the market but try to have something that looks eexpensive or look alike but it is not the 'duplicate' of the 'original' one. if you can afford it you can buy those which is exclusively displayed in stores but fashion shouldn't be too be too expensive till it is called fashion. as for me wear something that make you really stylish is more that enough instead of buying expensive brands(though it put you 'on track'). but it must not make you look 'cheap', 'ugly' and 'unpleasant.



that's it...the four motion of fashion i realise that should be shared with you guys. Looking forward to see my friends with their own new style.








Saturday, December 19, 2009

why do all good things come to an end?

i flipped through all my photos, taken since i was like 4-5 something until picture taken last few weeks.
feelings varied as every photos were of different story as they told my 'revolution'. it is a series of journey of my life in my 'growing up years'. happy, funny, sad, tears, joy, shocked, disturbed, hatred, disbelief, were all taken place in every picture with the story behind them.
after flipping and seeing through all the photos, i came to the realization with a question of-'why do all good things came to an end?'.
yup, everyone has their own happy memories happened in their growing up years. it would be absurd to admit that they did't have one. the memories will always remain in mind though some are kept or preserved in photos taken.
when every starts of something whether good or bad, surely i will beg that it will last forever and it will remain. as for me-good or bad, it is still be a good one in the end. however, it seems to be uneverlasting that it soon come to an end. it's like a hot cup of tea and soon it turns cold in the end and we refuse to drink it after all.
at first i can't seem to understand...as i grew up, then it changed into thought that the things shouldn't remain. this is because of a lot of reasons that if it is remained and lasting, we won't be able to make another memories...if it goes the same, we won't learn something...if it ends, we won't cherish it like i did right now when seeing all the photos.
so, the 'good things' do come to an end but, an after that it will remain in your heart, your mind and some were captured into photos...kept with you as long as you could see it until your eyes shut.
every story behinds fotos or flashes of memories in my mind tell me that i should go on with my life as you can't undo things. after you learn from the 'past', use it as the 'past' is the best teacher that happened to make you believe in yourself.
lastly-why do all good things come to an end? it must end but it still remain in the form that you will carry it with you wherever you go or you can see it as it can be captured!
p/s:...listening to 'Cherish' by the 'Kool and the Gang"!