this is what you get from me!

i'm faiz zahadi
i'm budak comot

i'm just a normal person...ordinary people...simple guy
who lives in abnormal environment...extraordinary sorrounding...and complicated world..
i believe that we should always lend a helping hands...
but that hands would not guarantee that they are helpful...
how many hands would you like so
it can be helpful then???
as too many cooks will spoil the broth!

if i made a mistake...
i would stand firmly admit that i'm wrong...
but how about you who done the same thing to me too...
if you ever happen to realize that do i even care to beg you for my forgiveness???
as what you've done to me...

time is so precious...
as time and tide, wait for no man
but i am always late for something...
so i am a 'time-waster'
but if you were so that early...
but then you just stood there...
doing nothing but talking instead..
as if you aren't seeing each other after that...
what should i call you???

you claim you got a lot of things to do...
but i saw you around wandering in the shopping mall...
holding hands with someone else...
laugh like it's the best day ever, you happen to spend with...
so what happen to the works that should be done in the first place???

you order me to do this...and that
ok, that shouldn't be a problem
i don't mind at all...
but what about you
if i ask you...
even a small favour...
small become huge..
huge to be deal with...
if i knew it in the first place
i shouldn't be so obedient
it's better to help other people who are very much in need....

honesty is the best policy
i have to admit that sometimes i have to lie...
but i don't know you
maybe you are a lier too...
as everything that you said...
is always true...
you said everything is going to be ok
but what have you done to ensure it is going to be fine
as you leave us to do that all by ourselves
as you are so 'busy' with something
which i don't even believe in every single thing you said to us...

i'm faiz zahadi
i'm budak comot

and...
i don't give a damn of it!

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